Reblog if someone has made you feel so utterly shit, that you felt like you didn’t want to go on anymore
TRIGGER WARNING. Hey, I'm Lilian. I have depression and anxiety and really would be better off dead. If you ever need advice my ask is always open. My kik is lutessia also so feel free to message me on there:) I don't promote self harm or mental illnesses. This blog is used as a way to express how I feel, so please don't take that away from me.
Like, I’m not funny, or happy. I’m not intelligent, beautiful, interesting or sporty. I’m not even particularly nice. I’m basically nothing.
I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE YOU’RE SCARED TO TALK TO PEOPLE BUT ALSO DYING TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND HANG OUT AND RELAX AND HAVE FUN AND NOT BE ALONE AND LONELY AND FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT YOU DO FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN’T EVEN RELAX ENOUGH TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING